Hello everyone! I'm feeling much much much better now! Ytd I went to church to study becos I thought a change of environment would do me good and it did! I studied with Luke and Cynric and they are funny people so they made me feel alot happier!!! I finished my Maths revision ytd and I hope I can finish my GP by today!!! Yeah!!! Only 3 more days to A levels, must hang in there no matter what! The past few days were like hell but so glad that things are becoming better! I must be patient and stop focussing on the bad things!!!  Ytd I actually felt happy. Haha I texted Zach after seeing his FB status to encourage him (ironic right haha) and his text really made me smile, "... This made my night..." Woah at least I felt like someone appreciated my existence lah, haha. Yay so happy that I made someone's night, and I think Zach's text made my night too!!!  Thank you everyone for their constant prayers, texts of encouragement, hugs, and allowing me to wet their shirt when I cry. Thank you so so so so so much! Hope you guys are fine too!!!  Must hang in there no matter what!!! Oh yah I heard a really nice song on Cynric's iPod ytd. I've heard this song before but I never really knew the title or singer until ytd! It's so nice but sooooo sad. Omg saddest song ever but haha I'm feeling so so so much better now, so listening to sad songs don't affect me that much anymore!!! What abt now by Chris Daughtry Shadows fill an empty heart as love is fading From all the things that we are but are not saying Can we see beyond the scars and make it to the dawn? Change the colors of the sky and open up to The ways you made me feel alive, the ways I loved you For all the things that never died To make it through the night, love will find you What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, what about now? The sun is breaking in your eyes to start a new day This broken heart can still survive with a touch of your grace Shadows fade into the light I am by your side, where love will find you What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love, it never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, what about now? Now that we're here, now that we've come this far Just hold on There is nothing to fear, for I am right beside you For all my life, I am yours What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, baby, before it's too late Baby, before it's too late, what about now? Have a pleasant day ahead everyone! Study hard!!! (Hang in there okay, I love you alot still, always and always here for you ) |